HELLO blog, I'm back again!!

Was reading back my old post, lots of memories.

Some of them I don't even remember. HAHA.

The latest post was for my bf.

I just realised how much I love him & now I'm still loving him now.

After 5 years, I'm glad that we're still together.

Loving each other, caring each other & never give up.

Isn't easy for me to love someone for this long.

It's gonna be the sixth year this year.

Not sure if we can go through everything till the end but I hope you're the one.

♡

♥,

HELLO peoples.

Okay okay, I know this is the second post for 2013.

Please forgive me, I'm just too lazy to on my laptop everyday to update my blog.

Anyways, suddenly thought of blogging for baby. :3

Beloved ChiewPiGu, remember read okay? :*

我  真的非常感谢上天让我遇见你

感谢你的父母帮你带到这世界上

感谢你一直以来都无微不至的疼爱我

感谢你从来都不会对我大小声

感谢你包容我的坏脾气和孩子气

感谢你再忙也不会忽略我

感谢你让我感受到什么是爱 ;')

昨天是我们的第13个月在一起

我不敢相信我竟然跟你这种有臭猪味的人在一起那么久 :3

我们从来不会大吵架或者是冷战

每次都是你包容我  都会先说对不起

虽然不是你的错  你只是想要我不难过

其实我都懂  对不起亲爱的 ;(

我每次都那么的任性和坏蛋

但是你就是喜欢我那么坏蛋整天烦着你不是吗? ;3

我都知道啦  你也懂我那么爱你

怎么舍得你辛苦呢  对不对啊

当然我不敢保证以后会不会像现在那么好

可是我相信我们一定会一直好下去直到我们死的那一天

朋友们都说 :''你真的是全世界最吵的人  你的男朋友怎样顶的顺你的''

哈哈哈哈  你却会很光荣的说 :''你以为别人能像我一样好吗?"

我真的很吵吗? ;p

我知道有时候我真的很难搞

但是你还是会温柔的好好的跟我解释

不管我要什么你能做到的  你都会做给我看

就好像上次mcdonald在卖minion

因为卖完了所以我就没有买到

我就一直吵着说我至少要买到一个

你什么都没说  所以我也没去在意

可是你那天却从你的口袋拿一只出来给我

我真的是开心到要爆炸了

每次骗我是为了要给我惊喜

因为这只minion你求你的朋友3天

这样可爱的男朋友怎么能让我不爱你

你这个笨蛋  每次让人又爱又恨

你要感到骄傲啊我告诉你

因为小小的满足就让我那么的开心

记得以前你问我  为什么一点的小事就会让我很开心

其实我要求的并不多

我只是想要像现在这样

你关心我  疼爱我  护着我

偶尔给我小小的惊喜  哪怕只是一颗糖果

我也会很高心啊

你也懂我不需要你买名牌包包给我

不需要带我到高级餐厅吃饭

不需要乱花钱买东西给我

只要你喂饱我  我就很开心了

一支冰淇淋  一个棒棒糖

你也懂的嘛  我容易被满足 ;3

因为我是你的河河马  你是我的屁屁猪

爱你爱你爱你 :*

HELLO peoples.

First post for 2013, sorry for not updating my blog.

Kinda busy this year. Tuition, school, activities, outings and more.

Anyways, just pray for me, hope 2013 will be a better year than 2012.

No arguments, no tears, no dramas, no enemies.

Well, I'm crying right now. Don't ask me why, just continue read this.

My dear baby boy, thanks for not leaving me.

Problems are slowly pop out between us.

I'm sorry if you think that I don't trust you or whatever.

Listen, I do trust you okay? I trust you with all my heat, my soul.

But one thing, I'm a girl. I'm just a normal girl.

I'll get jealous, I'll feel insecure, I over thinking and etc.

Yea, other than sorry I really don't know what to say anymore.

It's not I don't care, NO. I care too much.

I'm really scare that we're gonna be strangers one day.

I don't want that to happen. So sometimes I choose to hide my feelings.

I know you tried your best to calm me down, cheer me up.

I know you're really tired of doing all these again and again.

But it's okay, I don't blame you.

Is all my fault, I know it. I'll try my best to change.

Just now I thought we're gonna be friends, but thank god that didn't happen.

Babe, I really do trust you. You didn't hurt me.

You didn't do anything bad to me. 

Just like what I said, I'm a girl, I'll feel insecure.

You're too perfect to me, many girls go around you and etc.

I just scare you'll dump me like how my ex did to me.

I'm really scare. I already get used to it, that you're my in life.

Someone who will cheer me up even when he's not in a good mood.

Someone who will bring me out when I'm bored.

Someone who will never leave when I need someone to talk to.

Someone who will never break his promises.

Someone who will only love me, yes only me.

That is Chiew Heng Jun. Babe, I'm sorry.

Sorry for everything. I created all the problems.

Sorry for not being a really good girlfriend.

Disappointed right? I know, I know.

I always want you to understand my feelings, but I didn't know how you feel.

You're always smiling when you talk to me.

I trust you, that's why I think that you're really happy.

But actually you're not. I'm giving you problems, stress and all those bullshits.

I really don't know what to say, other than sorry.

I'll try my best to make everything okay. 

Sorry & ily.

Curls.

HELLO peoples :D

Merry Christmas, jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way!

What a nice christmas huh? :x

Celebrate with my family because boyfie went Pangkor.

I hate him :( Didn't bring me along, grrr.

Tomorrow gonna meet him up, *laughs*

One more hour christmas is gonna end. NOOO!

Holidays gonna end too. One more week to school, great o0o

Seriously, because of holiday I sleep at 3am in the morning everyday.

How am I suppose to wake up early in the morning for school?

I guess I'll sleep in the class as usual. LOL.

I'm so not ready for 2013. Feeling nervous & stress dy.

What's wrong with me weih? I'm weird I know.

But these day I'm weirder.....

Nevermind, skip that. Have a nice day guys ;)

Red.

HELLO peoples.

Know what, holiday is gonna end T______T

Nooooooooooooo! I'm not ready for 2013 yet.

I don't wanna go school to see those teachers's faces.

I don't wanna cut my nails short.

I don't wanna carry a heavy bag with lots of book.

I don't wanna pull up my socks.

I don't wanna buy a new school skirt.

I don't wanna write any words.

I don't wanna wake up early in the morning.

I don't wanna tie up my fringe.

I don't wanna sit for exams.

I don't wanna dye my hair black.

I don't wanna go school. D;

Anyways, christmas is coming. I can't wait :3

Because of him, CHIEWPIGU.

Haih, one week didn't meet him dy. I miss him :(

Bii 对不起

我真的不是一个很好的女朋友

我什么都不会做  我只是一个麻烦的小孩子

最近的我们是怎么了?

不小心告诉你我是多么的不安心

我不是不相信你  那种感觉你不会明白的

我不想你那么有自信  我没有  我也不会

我真的很在乎你的想法

虽然你口口声声说你是爱我的

但总有一天你会因为我的任性而感到腻吧?

真的很对不起  我没有你前女友那么漂亮

当然  我也没有他那种能力什么都能够接受

我一直再想你是不是因为内疚才和我一起

我真的不懂  我的心真的乱完了

总觉得你好不真实  觉得你是假人

最近让你不开心  真的很对不起

我什么也做不好  连最基本的讨你开心也不会

这种女朋友到底是哪来干嘛啊

我真的很怕当你不在我身边的时候你抱的是别人

怕你对别人说你爱他们  怕你丢下我

我就是那么爱胡思乱想  是不是我管太多了?

现在我学会什么都不要太过在意.... :')

♥

某某人叫我blog给他喔 ;p

我就要从我们第一天人士开始啦

讲真的  我跟他忘记那一天的日期了

哈哈  没有关系啦 

我记得那一天我的学校有义卖会

一个炎热的下午  我竟然在学想卖食物

是有一点不可思议  但是是实事

就有一个很高, 很瘦, 不错好看的男生经过我们的档口

很熟悉  他以前也是我们学校的

他大我两岁  我和他没有讲过话

只是以前在学校会偶尔看到他  就只是这样

当然我和朋友们不会错过这个机会啦

就趁机挡在他们的面前  求他们帮我们买东西

就因为这样  我们就开始在facebook聊天

是某人来搭讪  哈哈哈

然后然后  我们交换了号码

4月6日  是我们第一次一起出去

我还记得他在我补习楼下等我  驾着一辆黑色的车

那时候的我们很尴尬  都呼吸都不敢太大声

第一次到snowflake  跟他share一碗的冰

终于没那么尴尬了  开开玩笑  吃吃冰  很开心

当然时间也过得很快  虽然会舍不得

但很快的  我们又出门啦

每一次跟他出门都觉得很开心

慢慢的  我开始对他有一点点好感

开始我也只是当他是哥哥

但是我觉得开始有点不对劲了

我开始在意他对我的看法

我开始在意他是不是在跟别的女生讲话 

我开始在意他跟我讲话的方式

我开始在意他对我说其他女生的事情
这一切都太不可思议了  我的天啊
13/08/2012 我记得那一天 ;)
他第一次到我家来找我  当然不是来看我
他是来看我家的小狗  哈哈哈
妈咪也因为这样认识了他
那天我们哪里都没有去   我们到附近的公园聊天
他跟我讲了很多他和他前女友的事情
虽然心里还是有点不舒服  但是很开心他跟我分享
那天晚上  公园只剩下我们两个
他竟然说他要背我  我那么的肥我当然不给啊
不过最后他也是背着我乱走
因为他个子很高  我都不敢打开我的眼睛
白痴的我们就这样过了一天 ;)
18/08/2012 我们又出门啦
这一次我们到sunway看电影啦
体贴的他  怕我会冷所以就带了他的外套给我
你讲  这种男生怎样让我不爱呢?!
过后他电话的密码竟然和我的电话密码一样
身为女生当然会胡思乱想啊  哈哈
但是我懂我们只是好朋友
他还告诉我   我有香香的味道
哈哈哈  那时候我真的不懂要怎样回答
就只会一直笑一直笑  我懂我白痴 ;p
总之  他又让我很高心过了一天
20/08/2012 我到Terengganu玩
早上很早就起床了  好累啊
在车上的时候突然电话响了一下
原来是他信息我  他叫我照顾好自己 ;)
你说我哪里可能会不动心呢
为了能跟他保持联络  我开了3G跟他聊天
到了海边还是一直按电话
他说那有人到海边还一直按电话
其实他不懂我是因为要跟他聊天才这样的
那天晚上我忍不住了... 我告诉他我的感觉
虽然我已经有心理准备  但还是哭了
因为他怕我伤心  就拍了一张很搞笑的照片给我
对不起  当时真的笑不出来了
就这样我就开始打算慢慢的放弃
可是我放不下  他对我太好太好了
其实他没有那个必要  他何必那么做呢
虽然在他面前装的很开心  但心里难过的要死了
没有想过的是他比以前还要体贴还要关心我
每天晚上都会陪我聊天
他看穿我了  他知道我不开心
29/08/2012 那天 ♥
他约了我出来
因为他说他不会在电话里表达他的感觉
所以我们出去了  我们很安静
坐在车里什么也没讲  *安静.......*
他就说他有一个礼物要给我  要我闭上眼睛
我死都不要  但最后还是闭上了
他就突然亲我的脸  我整个呆掉 o.o
我就骂他因为他吓到我了
我以为是因为之前他欠我的吻他现在还我
哪里懂他突然牵我的手  就叫我当他的女朋友
这时候的我更加呆掉  立刻推开他的手
我懂他是因为内疚才这样的
可是最后最后还是在一起啦  谢谢你啦亲爱的 :*
我们的第一天, 第二天, 第三天........ 每一天
都很开心  很开心  很开心
情侣之前一定会有问题  一定会吵架  一定会吃醋
但这些问题都不是我们的问题
所以亲爱的  谢谢你的体谅包容和关心
虽然有时候你真的让我很伤心
但最后你都会说对不起然后向我保证你不会这样
你的承诺你会记得  你会说到做到
对不起  我不是一个很好的女朋友
对不起  我很自私很任性
对不起  我什么都做不好
对不起  在你生日那天我竟然哭了
亲爱的  希望你真的会喜欢我送你的礼物
虽然那些只是纸张做出来的玫瑰花
但还是希望你会真的喜欢啦
谢谢每一月的纪念日你都会陪我一起过
虽然只是一起吃饭  聊天
但那已经足够了  我不要求什么
只想要你不离开我  我会尽我最大的能力去维护我们的关系
直到永远  直到那天你爱腻了累了或者不爱了
我知道永远很难  但至少我们尝试过
我不会后悔的  我也会有心理准备的
我记得你说过 “我只会让你说分手  我不会说分手”
我记得你说过  你就不能忘记
我知道你也不能答应我未来我们会怎样
但是没关系  我知道我们有那份心就好了
我真的找不到我们到底有什么原因而分手
所以我也决定了  我是不会跟你说分手的
短短的三个月  我们实在是有太多的回忆了啦
怎么可能写得完呢? 但答应要写给你我就会继续写 ;)
亲爱的  不要觉得自己什么都没有做到
你知道吗? 你能当我的男朋友我已经很幸运了
知道为什么吗? ;)
因为  我喜欢看你专心的念书
因为  我喜欢看你认真的驾车
因为  我喜欢你紧紧的抱着我
因为  我喜欢你牢握着我的手
因为  我喜欢你轻轻吻我的唇
因为  我喜欢你闹变扭的样子
因为  我喜欢看你咬唇的样子
因为  我喜欢你什么都告诉我
因为  我喜欢你装可怜的求我
因为  我喜欢你让我躺你肩膀
因为  我喜欢你每次跟我斗嘴
因为  我喜欢你每次都被我气
因为  我喜欢你会配合我拍照
因为  我喜欢看你吃醋的样子
因为  我喜欢看你假装生气我
因为  我喜欢你每次都叫我吡
因为  我喜欢你每次帮我按摩
因为  我喜欢你每次都让我赢
因为  我喜欢你为了我而改变
因为  我喜欢你记得我说的话
因为  我喜欢你对我朋友友善
因为  我喜欢你每次逼我吃饭
因为  我喜欢你每次笑我笨蛋
因为  我喜欢你每次叫我小肥
因为  我喜欢你电话背景是我
因为  我喜欢听你小声的唱歌
因为  我喜欢你会摸摸我肚子
因为  我喜欢你突然的来吻我
因为  我喜欢你说爱我的时候
因为  我喜欢你每次学我说话
因为  我喜欢你靠着我的肩膀
因为  我喜欢你发给我长信息
因为  我喜欢我们在一的时候
因为  我喜欢我那么的喜欢你
Bii, love you to the max of the max! :*
You better finish it. If not I'm gonna bite off your lips.
HAPPY 12/12/12 ♥ I wish I can spend the rest of my life with you.

Short short hair.

HELLO peoples :D

Time flies, December please treat me good kay? *wink*

I'm going back to Penang next week.

Can't wait to meet you guys up, hehehe.

Cousins and girl friends keep ask me when I'm going back.

Sorry yea, now only go back to meet you guys. Hehe.

Anyways, I spend my first day of December really well with my love.

Watched Breaking Dawn part 2 with him too. SATISFIED.

Had fun with him too (Y) Love you arh bii.

♥

Endless.

HELLO peoples :D

Damn, I didn't update my blog for two months?!

What the hell man! Sorry readers, I didn't on my lappy for very long dy.

Who's fault? Smart phone's fault. HAHAHA.

I know smart phone can blog too, but I'm too lazy & I don't like it.

Anyways, I'm sorry again. I'll try my best to update more kay? :)

Well, today is me & boyfie's anniversary.

HAPPY THREE MONTHSARY CHIEWHENGJUN. ♥

Thanks for the long message you sent me & this picha :) Feel so loved.

You know what? I was crying when I read the message you sent me.

Really very touching. Just like what you said, we're not gonna end here.

I want you in my future, although I know forever is hard.

But I promise, if you willing to stay I'm not leaving. :)

Sorry that I'm not a good girlfriend. I'm too emotional, selfish & overthinking.

Don't blame yourself okay? You did so many things for me.

I'm really very when I'm with you. 

And you always remember what you've promised me :)

Thanks bii, love you alot. I'm not gonna let you go.

♥

Boyfie & I.

HELLO peoples :D

It's already 1:22am in the morning, and I'm still awake.

I can't sleep. I don't know why :/

I'm thinking what should I do for boyfie's birthday.

I scare I got no time to do his present, urgh.

Exam coming, I'm scare! :'(

Nevermind, I just want to blog about last week.

Saturday was our one month anniversary :3

I thought we're not gonna meet up or something.

But he said he wanted to buy something for me at our anniversary.

So we went out. He bought a singlet for me, thanks bii :*

HAPPY 31 DAYS ♥

Boyfie, thanks for everything :')
Thanks for giving me a chance to be with you.
Thanks for not regretting to be with me.
Thanks for treating me so good.
Thanks for telling me how you felt last time.
Thanks for holding my hand when I'm sad.
Thanks for hugging me when I'm cold or when you feel like.
Thanks for kissing me when you feel loved.
Thanks for sharing everything that happened in your life.
Thanks for accepting I'm not a prefect girlfriend.
Thanks for protecting me when we're crossing the road.
Thanks for protecting me when I saw cockroach.
Thanks for bringing me out when you're free.
Thanks for fetching my friends when they got no transport.
Thanks for spending your time for me when I'm alone.
Thanks for teaching me addmaths when my exam is around the corner.
Thanks for changing me when I'm not good.
Thanks for buying me present for our anniversary.
Thanks for treating my friends good when I'm with them.
Thanks for caring me so much when I'm not feeling well.
Thanks for carrying me when I want you to.
Thanks for being a good listener when I need to talk to someone.
Thanks for being a good boyfriend. I mean you're the best bii.
Thanks for everything! Bii, I love you to the max ♥
Sorry that I'm not a good girlfriend.
I get jealous easily, over think everything etc.
But one thing, if you promise you'll stay with me forever, I promise I'll never leave you.
Goodnight my love ♥ xoxo

I'm a keeper :)

HELLO peoples :D

Okay, I don't want to repeat again & again.

Yup, two weeks didn't update my blog. 

Sorry guys, I'm super duper lazy. You can call me pig T___T

Okay, skip that. And I want to start my story about yesterday & today :3

[ Yesterday 21/09/2012 ]

Wednesday, I skipped school.

Went Lynette's house at 1pm. Mcd for lunch at her house.

3pm her mother fetch us to Matahari Club. Meet up with the boys.

Gym there. "Gym" there, we were actually playing around & take pichas.

HAHA, I wanted to swim so badly. So I keep on asking and asking.

Finally they say let's go. I was like "YAY"

But too bad, me & Lynette didn't bring extra t'shirt & pants.

Urgh, just sit beside the pool and see them swim & play water :<

But at last we still jump in the pool. HAHAHAHAHA.

I didn't swim that much. Know why? Yj carry me in the water ;p

Edwin carry Lynette, Bernard carry Pinvee. Wengliang forever alone.

Laugh die us weih, we purposely do that because he's the only one don't know how to swim.

Thanks jwyj :) Best best friend! Hohoho, had alot of fun :3

After swimming went Edwin's house. I'm wet, no t-shirt to change somemore.

Went in toilet, I was peeing mana tau yj open the door.

I was like "WTF" He was like "WTF too" HAHHAHAHAHA.

Luckily he didn't see anything. After I finish peeing I walked out the toilet and guess what I see.

Yj is only wearing his underwear. I was like "WTF again" He was like "WTF again too"

Lmao, epic epic epic weih xD After that Edwin's father fetch us to FacetoFace.

Popek popek there. And I cried, Lynette cried too. 

Edwin wrote some essays, very nice essays ;')

After dinner went home. Bath, then sleep. Wheeee.

[ Today ]

Went school like usual? HAHA, I don't think so.

School was fun, I ponteng Physics, went Lynette's class.

Popek popek non stop, laugh non stop. Bahahhaa.

Account class is more fun. Brian, Myke & I play phone together.

Hohoho, after school went home with Lynette and my girls.

Watch 881, damn funny :) Tom yum mee for lunch.

After lunch then bath. Lian lian keep calling my name, NON STOP xD

Hahahaha, love her alot lah :3 Lian lian lian lian~~

4pm went Secret Recipe, then Chatime then tuition.

7pm went home. Online, watch tv. Now blogging.

Tomorrow not going school again :3 Whee.

And I'm done with this post.

So buhpiee & nights ;)

Loves ♥ xoxo

HELLO peoples :D

Its Monday, again fuck Monday.

School was awesome :) You know I know.

After school went Chatime, da pao. Wheeeeee!

Then went home bath, online, chatime & sleep :3

7pm tuition, popek with Hengjian. Know something already, haha.

Very happy arh. Thank you mummy! HAHAHA.

8.30pm went home, online. Pe-pe smelly ;p

And I'm done with this post.

So buhpiee & nights ;)

Loves ♥ xoxo

What I can say is, daddy ily :3

Thanks for everything & the new phone new laptop.

Father's day daddy buy me a handphone.

I'm happy that I have a cute & fat daddy, haha ;P

I love you forever ♥ Mwahhhs.

Saturday! Wake up at 6.30am.

Go walk walk with noob. Hahaha, damn tired.

9am come back, bath then sleep until 12.30pm.

Online, then watch tv then online then sleep again ;p

Night went Setia Alam geh pasar malam :3

Makan makan :3 Daddy dapao somemore.

10pm reached home, bath jor then eat again, hahah!

Then online again, popek with them :3

And I'm done with this post.

So buhpiee & nights ;)

Loves ♥ xoxo